Whole Astrology–The Game-Changing Libra Full Moon on March 31, 2018

And we thought we were through with the Cardinal T-Crosses and the Uranus-Pluto squares. This Full Moon brings culmination at the midpoint to last degrees of the Cardinal Signs.

Listen up…

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Intuitive Coaching 101–Living Out of Time


During the last three months of 2014, I lived outside of time.

In August 2014, prior to moving out of an apartment (that led to a journey of living without a home), my watch stopped working. Two days later, I found myself living in a hotel room with ironically, the clock ticking away as I panicked over finding a new home in time. But I didn’t get that I was living outside of time and structure.

Fate, such as messages on greeting cards that said, “You are stronger than you think” began a long thread of synchronicity where I honed my intuition. I worked with angels, especially Archangel Michael more than ever. Each day I prayed to be in the right place for the right circumstances. And please keep a roof of one kind or another over my head.

I stayed in hotel rooms, couch surfed (not the vacation type of couch surfing) I hopped around despite having a car or a phone. I made it to appointments with prospective landlords or other meetings without having a watch to get me there. I manage to catch buses without a watch and to get from A to B locations when it was required.

As far as structure, I had none. I lamented that I didn’t have employment and while I couch surfed I wandered around during the day, rode the long-route buses (I saw new places around Whatcom County), or I hung out in the library or a café. Only my stomach told me when to eat and my body told me when to sleep. I was like an animal in a way.

Despite this timelessness, and I did experience some spiritually-charged moments, I tried to force structure on my life–or my ego did. I busted my body by making myself look at housing situations that did not serve me (or I did it to please the others who I stayed with) or I busted my body looking for employment though none of the opportunities that came up were appropriate for the new me I was becoming. The employers had a sense of that and didn’t hire me. Yet, some how I got by.

I mention this timelessness because as we head into a higher dimension, we leave time-space reality behind. Those of us who have already experienced living outside of time-space, whether that’s through meditation or through homelessness, ascend above the mundane. This old way no longer works for us and we tell others we feel done with the 3D world.

Now, I’m not saying that I experienced a Rumi moment or that I am enlightened–far from it. I struggled and fought my way through my 2014 experiences. I sobbed as I stumbled my way through the tunnel that eventually leads to ascension. I found myself at the whim of challenging people, even toxic people during eclipse cycles that busted me and severely bruised my ego leaving me with resentment and bitterness.

It is only now when I look back do I see the bigger picture and the generosity of the Universe or the Creator to allow me the opportunity to experience the 5th Dimension. Although I consider that people’s idea of the 5th Dimension is that it is blissful. Well, no, it is not. If we carry burdens in the 3rd Dimension, those burdens feel heavier in the higher vibrations. The only way through is to surrender.

After I finally found a new home (a temporary studio), my watch miraculously began working again. Structure returned to my life, even if this left me feeling trapped and in debt. The lesson that I take away is that we can’t force life to happen. We have little control over the events that happen on the ascension path. And for each of us, timelessness shows up in a myriad of ways.

How does it show up for you?


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Intuitive Coaching 101–Traits of an Abused Adult

DSCN3540I write only from my experiences and observations. And my journey has been a long one taking me into my fifties. I have experienced emotional and psychological abuse for most of my life, if not all of my life, from different people. But the thing is, I didn’t have an awareness of this abuse. Like many others, I thought it was normal.

And it’s not normal. While it’s best to get psychological consultants or at least work with a coach-therapist, if you have experienced the following, you have been abused either as a child, as an adult, or as both.

  • You are unable to hold down a job for a long period of time. Forget the economy. If you have hopped from job to job, quit jobs often, were fired from jobs often, or if you have come down with an ailment or an injury from a jobsite, there is a good chance this is related to abuse from others that has turned into self-sabotage and self-abuse.
  • You either hook up with dangerous partners or you can’t keep a relationship going when you are in a safe relationship.
  • You cut people out of your life when they try to grow more intimately with you.
  • You wear a mask in public and refuse to show any vulnerability to anyone.
  • You move often either within the same city or you relocate often to new locations, even across a country. (And this is not related to rent increases).
  • You are restless and grow bored easily.
  • You either take too many risks or you are overly cautious.
  • You suffer from Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.
  • You Dissociate from others. People see you as having a cool demeanor but really, you’re not there at all.
  • You run away from drama, except for the drama you spin.
  • You feel that you have to fix everyone else’ problems and this leads to resentment.
  • You don’t trust that others can handle their problems.
  • You use control or manipulation to get your needs met instead of asking directly.
  • You have passive-aggressive communication tendencies.
  • You project your insecurities on others.
  • You feel envious of other people’s successes.
  • Either you can’t handle being alone or you isolate yourself.
  • You believe that you have to prove your worthiness.
  • You suffer from an addiction.
  • You get involved with co-dependent or dysfunctional people.
  • You over empathize with people and don’t see their courage or power.
  • You believe you have to save the planet.
  • You feel misunderstood, isolated, and unloved.
  • You suffer from anxiety on a regular basis.
  • You suffer from depression.

I have struggled with almost every item on that list throughout periods of my lifetime. And yet, I felt this was the new normal because the people in my circle of friends also struggled with the items on that list. In fact, when I was in my 20s and 30s, almost everyone I knew either suffered from an addiction, a bad marriage, or other co-dependency issues. We job hopped and moved often to new homes.

We fell deeply into denial saying that we were bohemians or temperamental artists. And we put up with each other’s dramas until we couldn’t sustain that lifestyle any longer. And then one by one, the people within my circle moved on. We felt we were victims and rallied against the established order–never trusting anyone. That’s not normal.

Now, it is the choice of each individual to clear the deck and heal old wounds so that he or she can show up authentically. And if we don’t heal our wounds we cannot expand in consciousness. It is impossible to live mindfully when we don’t even know what lurks in the recesses of our minds. The more light we shed on the darkness, the more darkness comes up for release. This does not happen overnight.

However, when we do the work with a qualified therapist or healer, we reap rewards. We find our true self buried underneath the pain and suffering we have endured. Yes, we self-validate that we went through that, but we don’t have to keep going through the trauma by rehashing it.

When we heal our wounds (and only we can do this work), we open the doors to new relationships, new friendships, new homes, the right location, the right career, and to a life of mindfulness and peace. We finally experience joy as well as, every emotion on the rainbow.

We don’t have to go from job to job, end up living on the street, or end up in a domestic violence shelter or rehab facility for us to awaken to the truth of who we are. If we recognize that within all the patterns in our lives, all the missed opportunities and all the wrong turns that we are the common denominator, then we muster the courage to face ourselves in the mirror and work towards changing ourselves.

However, if you end up in a hotel, your belongings stuffed in storage, and you face your tearstained face in the mirror, get on your knees and talk to God or your Creator. Surrendering to a higher power sets you on the right course. This is why AA groups work for most people. Find a supportive therapist and find a group of people who support your growth and not your wounds (this is why many support groups don’t work). Find people who have been there, got out of there and who moved on to living a rich life. They will show you the way to your authentic self, who has been waiting all along for you to show up.

I highly recommend Lisa A. Romano’s YouTube channel. I made progress in my evolution listening to her meditations. It’s time to walk away from shame, guilt and blame. Reclaim the precious self now.

Sign up for an astrology reading or a coaching session with me so we can unbury your treasure which resides in your wounds as well as, your power. This work is adjunct to your work with a psychologist or mental health counselor. I am not a medical practitioner.

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Intuitive Coaching 101–Truth & Authenticity


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Every morning, Archangel Metatron talks to me. We talk about the day ahead and he often, almost always, sneaks in a spiritual lesson or practice. And even though I have the best of intentions, I space out and forget to start my day on the best notes possible.


Today’s lesson was on speaking and living our truth. Metatron says that if we don’t speak and live our truth then we fail to act authentically. If we hide our truth from others because we feel too vulnerable expressing it or we feel unsafe, then we miss the mark.

It’s true that when we find ourselves with dangerous people, we wear our masks to protect ourselves. But even then, Metatron says that if we drop our masks even in a dangerous situation, our vulnerability acts like a shield. It is only when we believe our lies and the lies of others that we suffer any harm. When you know your truth no one can harm you or send you off course.

We cloak ourselves, which is not the same as hiding our truth. Cloaking involves saving our truths for those who have the ability to hear them. We don’t hide our truth like secrets in a treasure hunt but consider the flower who hides her most beautiful parts from the world by tucking them into her innermost sanctum. When we live our truths from the inside out and we know ourselves, what harm can anyone do to us?

Even with toxic people (abusers), they push our buttons only if we don’t show up in our strength, our love, and our light. When we stoop to their level by hiding our truth we grow in vulnerability. We become the rabbit visible in a meadow. It’s up to each of us to discover our buttons so that no one can push them. And we can only do this if we live in our truth and shine it on the world. (This includes becoming acquainted with our shadows and owning them).

While I’m not religious, I do understand Jesus Christ’s vulnerability as he hung on a cross defenseless and yet, filled with the light of truth. You can’t hide anything when others expose you to the elements or you hang naked before the world. Symbolically, in the moments of letting it all go, you reclaim your true self and your personal power. You ascend over your enemies. You have no enemies at that moment.

Buddha discovered his enlightenment on a more pleasant path. Similar to Jesus, he roamed as a mendicant, teaching his wisdom as he experienced life’s extremes. Then he sat beneath a tree and surrendered to the Divine. He too portrayed a vulnerability as he dropped the mask and he found his authentic path.

Each of us has a spiritual and a physical path. Often times, these paths dovetail and make it easier for us to live our truth. Other times, we suffer from fear due to unmerciful treatment we received in previous lifetimes when we spoke our truths prematurely or to the wrong crowd. But even then, our souls evolved and our passion to live our truth never disappeared, it just went underground where societal demands could not taint it.

If you suffer from anxiety in regard to telling your truth, then you are hanging out with the wrong crowd. Make new friends. Pray that your tribe shows up. Pray that you finally feel safe to drop the mask and live an authentic life. That’s when the light and love pour in and you do your greatest work.

None of us knows how long we walk this Earth plane. And let’s not waste anymore time pretending at selfhood. Let’s walk our talk. Let’s do as the Navajo people do, and walk in beauty. Now.

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Archangel Metatron’s Message on Manifestation

geometryI channeled this message this morning and the original message appears in my journal. You can also check out the audio (podcast) on the Higher Self channel on YouTube.

Welcome to the Chinese Year of the Earth Dog. This is not a session on the Chinese New Year. However, this is a good year for manifesting your desires, if, and only if, those desires are aligned with your life path or life lessons.

In my teachings, the Earth is a school and the path is for the betterment of the soul. When souls leave their host bodies often they do so carrying regrets. They say, “If only I had forgiven that person.” Or they say, “If only I had taken a risk with business or with friendship.”

You see when the soul passes through the body and reaches a place/realm of unconditional love and restoration, revaluation takes place. And this is when the soul decides his or her next path. The soul could choose to learn through joy or strife. They choose all of what they wish to experience and often they don’t succeed for the following reasons:

1st, other souls who say that they will participate either forget their roles or make different choices once they interact with the student on the Earth plane.

2nd, The soul forgets their life path or they are tempted off their path. But even then, their lives are rich with educational experiences if they so choose.

3rd, The soul is in a cycle of karma that take a few lifetimes to unravel or resolve.

However, and the good news is that in this lifetime, all souls are meant to get their lessons, especially during this cosmic phase, and if not in this lifetime, then the very next lifetime.  Death happens so that they are reborn into new bodies that master those lessons.

There is no escaping, not even a fork in the road. If they choose the left path when they should choose the right path, they will be redirected to the right path. They will deal with healing traumas. And if they don’t, manifestations are blocked. The person crashes emotionally, spiritually, psychology, or mentally.

They lose employment, they lose a partner or family member. They end up homeless or they relocate to an area that feels brutal and painful to them. This “sand in the oyster” promotes personal evolution and only when the person is back on their path they have cleared will they manifest the “right” and “true” desire they signed up for.

Now, last but not least, I want to talk about the manifestation process. Let’s use the scenario of ordering a sandwich at a café. You look on the menu and you decide what you’ll order–possibly you pay for it at that time.

You don’t go in the kitchen and make the sandwich. You trust that the café worker will that for you and deliver it to you in a timely manner while you occupy yourself with something else. You actually trust that it will all work out and it does (most of the time). You trust in your competency and with the competency of the person serving you.

God is in the details. It’s not your job to fill in the details or to figure out how your manifestation will happen or even when it will show up. This is called Divine Timing. You visualize the bigger picture and then you clear your path. And this includes healing emotional, psychological, mental, and spiritual wounds. If your desires manifest too soon, you will sabotage them. Make sure that you don’t have faulty programming running the show!

So, this is why some of you are still struggling. Don’t get caught up in/with distractions, but direct your mind to what you need to heal, resolve, and clear now. Then take the steps to do that. Some of you heal yourselves and your desires change to how you can serve others and the world. Don’t be surprised if this happens. It’s all very good.

—Archangel Metatron

February 16, 2018

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Intuitive Coaching 101–The Ascension Diet

dscn0922We’ve all heard about eating lighter as we evolve spiritually and physically. Many people are giving up meat and turning vegan. But even eating meat less and then eventually eliminating it from your diet or becoming a vegetarian helps with personal evolution.

You might have noticed that the foods that once filled you with delight and pleasure no longer serve that purpose. Don’t be alarmed if you find that you loathe food from your earlier years or from your culture. Take this as a sign that you are evolving or that you are undergoing the ascension process.

However, if you would like to speed up the process, consider giving up the following foods because they contain denser energies and impede your progress.

  • Animal products (meat, dairy, and eggs)
  • Processed sugar
  • Fruit juices (especially orange and apple juices unless they contain the whole fruits)
  • Commercial brand anything
  • Soda
  • Deep fried foods (sauteeing and stir fry are okay for now)
  • Dried fruits (exceptions are the superfoods but aren’t coated in oils)
  • Sunflower, safflower, canola, soy, and vegetable oils (bad, bad, bad)
  • All junk food (and no moderation is not healthy either)
  • Alcoholic beverages (yes, even the local craft beer and wine)
  • Preservatives (this is no-brainer)
  • Conventionally-grown grains, beans, nuts, vegetables and fruits (Mostly GMO)
  • Wheat and gluten (even if you can tolerate them)
  • And go easy on grains because they back up the intestines and colon

Now, some of you are going to complain and say that you cannot afford to eat healthier. And that just tells me that you have no faith in the manifestation process or that you can manifest the right healthy foods for an ascension path. Stop with the mantra, “I can’t afford it” and then pray that the healthiest foods come to you at just the right time and in the right way.

DSCN0927Let me tell you a story. When I first moved to Bellingham in 2011, I had no money. I didn’t know how I was going to feed myself, let alone, feed myself organic produce and healthier foods. Then a new friend who liked to garden and get her hands in the dirt, volunteered at an organic farm so that she could donate CSA produce to her mother and to me. At that time, I took this gesture of kindness for granted (sad to say it) but this is before I healed some deep wounds around receiving from others graciously.

The point is that God provides for each of us and if we set the intention to eat a healthy diet then the coupons and freebies show up. We arrive at the food coop or even a commercial grocery store and find that the foods we require are all on sale. Or a friend with an orchard leaves organic fruit on your doorstep. Or maybe you enjoy gardening and farming so you get involved with an urban or rural farm in exchange for food. Open your mind and open your heart and see what flows in. You are in the perfect place at the perfect time. Humans are intrinsically kind so watch for generosity and acts of kindness.

We must get past the lack mentality because the planet deserves that. She deserves our honor and respect which includes a knowingness in her abundance. Forget all this one percent and 99 percent because that is part of the lack mentality. Forget that we are losing our topsoils (which is true) and support organic agriculture to reverse the process. Learn as much as you can about diet, nutrition, and radical healthy approaches to agriculture. In fact, this is the year to do all those things. Join a grassroots community if you must but make sure it is based on love and not fear (survivalists represent lack and fear).

Find out what the ancients in your region ate. In the US and Canada, look to traditional Native American and First Nation diets (which will contradict the vegetarian diet, but at least you’ll learn about edible wild plants, mushrooms, and seaweed). Yes, we will run into conflicts with traditions versus a sustainable modern approach but we will find a way through this. As we develop our light bodies we will eat less food anyway.

This brings me to another point and I don’t want anyone to act like a food nazi over this point. As we develop our light bodies we must stop stuffing our bodies with food and often food stuff. I remember one time suffering from starvation (I had a sprained ankle and I couldn’t leave my apartment to get food and I had no money for food) and I thought of eating cardboard. And I would never recommend that, but I am bringing this up because much of the food stuff people consume has as much nutrition as cardboard–meaning people are eating garbage (and I’m talking about the food stuff people purchase at a grocery store).

Do as Michael Pollan once said, “Eat mostly vegetables.” And eat mostly superfoods which includes seeds and nuts as opposed to grain. Quinoa is actually a seed and not a grain. Buckwheat is not a grain either. Kale and brocoli contain protein. What we have been taught about food is 99 percent lies because what we have been taught about food has money attached to it (ie: greed).

Learn everything you can about alternative diets that resonate with you. But never treat your diet like a religion. And don’t kick yourself if you don’t stick to your regime. One step forward and two steps back is better than not walking the path at all. Use discernment always. And listen to your body. Become mindful of your eating and how it makes you feel. That is the true test. If you feel lighteness and joy then you are on the right dietary path.

Bonne appetite.

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Whole Astrology–Revisiting the 2017 Solar Eclipse in Leo

lion-3012515_1920Let’s revisit the Solar Eclipse from August 21, 2017 because it holds the keys to the Leo Lunar Eclipse on January 31, 2018. Think of these two eclipses as bookends. An old cycle ends so a new one can begin. But first, you need to let go of the patterns and beliefs that come up during the next two weeks.



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Intuitive Coaching 101: What if You Could Avoid the Flu?



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First, I’m not a medical doctor.  When people started catching viral infections in the household where I am currently residing, I went online to look for natural flu prevention. Normally, I apply and arsenal of elderberry drops, herbal teas, ginger, garlic, colloidal silver, and the 5 Thieves spray (eucalyptus, lemon, cinnamon, rosemary, and cloves oils mixed in purified water).

However, since this is a year when we are hit harder with epidemics, I wondered what other practices I could add to my regime, which is already intense. And I found articles on alkaline foods (keeping the body alkaline) and high-quality probiotics. Now, I discovered one video through Google in which a medical doctor who specializes in pediatrics and gastrointestinal health recommend a product called MD1 Platinum Probiotics. It is not an inexpensive product but it has good reviews.

I have thought of investing in this product because when we take a high-quality probiotic produced in a laboratory, with billions of bacteria, at least 11 strains and sub-strains, according to this MD, we also prevent our immune system from breaking down, we digest foods better (especially alkaline food), we avoid inflammation in our body and other benefits. I have come to believe that by combining the high-quality probiotic and keeping our bodies alkaline we can avoid coming down with colds and flus. We can probably even avoid food poisoning, but I don’t have evidence of this.

There are many alkaline foods we can purchase in health food stores (as opposed to buying them from Amazon) which include Mineral Greens, Chlorella, spirulina, wheat grass, seaweed, green vegetables, some types of berries, and you can look on these sites for more information which I found in an online search.

Dr. Axe

Avocado Ninja

The Alkaline Sisters

And here is a site for probiotics:

Women’s Health Magazine

I don’t trust this article 100% since magazines are not impartial sources of information and this is pretty mainstream.

Consumer Health Report

Remember the criteria of 11 strains of bacteria (billions or trillions), produced in a laboratory…when viewing this list.

Dr. David Williams

I am not familiar with this doctor but the information in the heading looks legitimate.


And if you don’t have a lot of money to spend on products, use kitchen remedies such as apple cider vinegar, raw honey, garlic, ginger root, parsley, cilantro, black pepper, miso (gluten-free varieties), medicinal mushrooms and supplements such as zinc, vitamin C, and vitamin D. Also, make sure that you take enough magnesium. This is another area where you want to take a high-quality product. I take ionic magnesium and my body readily absorbs it.

You don’t need to catch the flu just because your family members and friends do. And by passing on this information, they can avoid getting sick too. But do remember to slow down. Do remember to live a balanced life. Eat healthy, get enough rest, drink purified water, bless your food, and practice gratitude because that raises your spirit.

Stay well.

And feel free to leave comments for how you stay healthy during a season of epidemics.


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Intuitive Coaching 101–Facing Adversaries with Dignity

angel-3026517_1920.jpgDuring recent months, I found myself in the throes of the most painful days of my life. Actually, this dark period began in 2014 and has continued through 2017. Even though I said that I was done talking about narcissists, the truth is that I find myself embroiled in a den of them.

Sometimes I am able to detach and see the bigger picture. I am able to witness their reactions to me as an observer. I take the advice of one expert and visualize myself wearing a white coat and observing these challenging people. I have met so many of them during the past three years when I gained an awareness of this personality disorder. But looking back, I’ve known this personality type my entire life. It is only now that their games and ploys have come to my awareness. And it is only now that I send their shame, guilt, and suffering back to them instead of playing the role of the dysfunctional good girl.

Some of you know what I’m talking about. Some of you are hanging on waiting for relatives to die in hopes that you will be compensated by something left to you in a will. But the truth is you may never see any gifts and in the meantime, these adversaries strung you along. And it’s because they feel wounded and empty inside. It’s because they can’t stand the pain so they project it on to you. And it keeps getting passed down through each generation. I have seen it on all sides of my family and moving into the future. There is psychological help for these folks but in order to get this help, they have to admit that they have a problem and it is within them. They are unable to do this. It is a vicious cycle that destroys families, communities, nations, and ultimately the planet.

Now, I wonder if we focus on our end of it by using DNA ancestral clearing work, forgiveness work, and other types of energy release work, if this will eventually cause the narcissists to acquire healing. Right now, the statistic is that only one percent of narcissists will admit that they are the problem and get help. It is easier for them to play victim and martyr roles. It is easier for them to drag you into their wounded karma. It is easier for them to place the blame on others or gossip about them behind their back while destroying personal character/reputation.

Many healers and teachers I have spoken with who work on healing people who suffer narcissistic abuse tell me that the best way to heal is to dissociate from the source of the pain or to break away from the people abusing you. This makes total sense. Unfortunately, it is not always possible if social services and funds are not available, as they currently aren’t based on world economics. Some people suffering from narc abuse (I know of at least one), are living on the street or in a shelter because they sought their freedom. This also is a toxic option unless the shelter provides a leg up and helps that person get back on his or her feet economically and into their own home. This does happen.

So, if you find yourself living in a toxic household, make your exit plan now and take even one small step towards it each day. Find advocates in your community or at least support groups online. Copy down the crisis clinic or hotline number in your community. Keep it on hand. Ask others who you trust to pray with you and for you. I believe in the power of prayer from any spiritual tradition.

Know that you are not alone because I imagine millions of people face the same demons in others close to them. It seems epidemic at this time.

Shine the light on the world and flush out the darkness. Only then, will we heal this rift in humanity.

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Capricorn New Moon for January 16, 2018

Signs most affected by this New Moon are: Capricorn, Cancer, Aries, Libra, Taurus, and Scorpio.

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